magdalenasdiary

   I'd like to read some good poetry from some author I haven't heard off, perhaps you can name some :)... something dark and romantic.

   I have a fetish about breaking guy's hearts and then freak out about possibly dying alone. But it's good for my ego. Egos.

   I was raped by family members between the ages of 3 and 5, and started having erotic rape fantasies at about 12. I'm 23 years old now and still don't know if this has ever happened to another rape victim.

   If anyone has anything to say about this, no matter how rude and offensive it is, I want to hear it, here or at metalwhore@hotmail.com.

I can't cry, I'm left with this sensation of having something swelling in my chest and throat instead, like a nausea.